Monthly Archives: July 2013

and out of nowhere

a chondritis flare Evil.  Pure evil.   It lets you think you’re finally over it, finally cured, and then bam, the axe to the heart.   I’m trying not to be depressed and upset, that just makes it worse.    It’s … Continue reading

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Letting go of hurts

About 6 weeks ago, I was accused of being a bully. The funny part of the whole stupid story is that the person who accused me then made it impossible for me to defend myself against her allegations – allegations … Continue reading

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Cold, damp, ouch

The good thing about it raining all day is that I don’t have to water the garden. The bad thing is that the damp is making my bones ache – chondritis is not my friend. Chondritis isn’t anyone’s friend! Got … Continue reading

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I knew it wasn’t cancer :)

Well, my heart knew it, but my brain went all kinds of places.   Max has this sort of weird thing on his chest – a black round thing – and it frankly scared the crap out of me. Too … Continue reading

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Monday thoughts on Wednesday

Except it’s now Thursday I feel like a toad I’ve been trying to eat right and I’m stuck on this stupid number and can’t get the scale to move down. I was terribly frustrated with Max today. I shouldn’t be, … Continue reading

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well

A post started – and an accidental deletion Sigh I’m tired.  I finished the quilt tonight.  It felt like the end – of a big project, and of a friendship.  I’m sad.   I miss the days of calling each … Continue reading

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When I was a kid

I never got picked when teams were being chosen.  I was the last one standing, the one that no one wanted, the one some team got stuck with.   I was the one they put in a position where I … Continue reading

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Totally egg sucking day

Tonight.   I was having a half decent day.   Then I found out that one of my friends got a diagnosis of hemangiosarcoma on her Golden Retriever.   That’s a death sentence.  It may not be immediate, but it’s … Continue reading

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