Author Archives: suziecreamcheese

three months

Posted on August 17, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

isn’t this supposed to get easier? Whoever said that, lied. The meltdowns this week have been epic I finally got the “letters testamentary” in the mail from the court. I cried for at least 1/2 hour. Something so terribly final … Continue reading →

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Eye number two

Posted on August 11, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Also known as the left eye After it seemed that the universe was conspiring against me, I finally got my left eye done yesterday. It’s been a cfss around here. I had some issues with the right eye which turned … Continue reading →

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A week later

Posted on August 4, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

It’s been a week since the first eye. The blurry vision is a bit better, once the second eye is done I expect that to clear up – I’m praying for that anyway!!!!!! I still have pain in the morning, … Continue reading →

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Eye saga – part three

Posted on August 2, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

I used the gel stuff last night and the Systane drops multiple times during the day, woke up with very little pain so that’s a good thing. I’m still blurry and it’s frustrating because I was so clear the day … Continue reading →

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The eye saga – part two

Posted on August 1, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Apparently I have extremely dry eyes. Well, I knew that, but not the extent. I woke up this morning barely able to open my eyes, in pain and not able to tolerate light. I used the drops, which helped a … Continue reading →

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Eyes are strange things

Posted on July 31, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

On Monday I had my first cataract surgery. (I have two eyes, so there’s another surgery coming up.) Apparently no one thought to tell me how unbalanced I would be after one eye got fixed and the other is still … Continue reading →

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Feeling like the weather

Posted on July 18, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

It’s a gloomy day today. Rain, thunderstorms, and the smoke from the Canadian wildfires are adding up to “let’s take a nap or read” for the afternoon. Reading may lead to inadvertent napping, by the way. My nieces were here … Continue reading →

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Just when you think you’re doing okay

Posted on July 11, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Reality bites you in the butt. Or in the back, in my case. After two days of chest muscle spasms and a pain in my back that wouldn’t quit, I gave in, called my neighbor at 10:30 last night, and … Continue reading →

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It’s a MAC machine around here

Posted on July 9, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

I’ve never had an ATM card, debit card, whatever. I’ve never needed one. Bear went to the bank every week, with his MAC card, and came home with money – which we pronounced “Mun-ay” because of a guy who worked … Continue reading →

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When a month feels like a minute

Posted on June 23, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Things no one tells you: Time gets all weird. A month feels like both an eternity, and a minute, all at once You lose your identlty. People think of you and your spouse as a couple, but you are in … Continue reading →

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