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Cracked but not broken

Posted on October 31, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

“how was your day?” Something no one thinks about asking, really. My answer has become, “sucked less than yesterday, but still sucked!” or something along those lines. All the days are bad. There’s no way to get around the truth … Continue reading →

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Satan’s minions

Posted on October 10, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Otherwise known as yellow jackets. I’ve always had a hard time asking for help. I have to be so incredibly frustrated with my own inability to do something that I’m in tears before I will give in and ask for … Continue reading →

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Cookies

Posted on September 3, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

I was thinking of baking yesterday. I don’t know why – I’m trying to lose some of the pounds I’ve gained from stress eating – and from cooking for two still – maybe just comfort food. Bear did not like, … Continue reading →

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three months

Posted on August 17, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

isn’t this supposed to get easier? Whoever said that, lied. The meltdowns this week have been epic I finally got the “letters testamentary” in the mail from the court. I cried for at least 1/2 hour. Something so terribly final … Continue reading →

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Eye number two

Posted on August 11, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Also known as the left eye After it seemed that the universe was conspiring against me, I finally got my left eye done yesterday. It’s been a cfss around here. I had some issues with the right eye which turned … Continue reading →

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A week later

Posted on August 4, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

It’s been a week since the first eye. The blurry vision is a bit better, once the second eye is done I expect that to clear up – I’m praying for that anyway!!!!!! I still have pain in the morning, … Continue reading →

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Eye saga – part three

Posted on August 2, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

I used the gel stuff last night and the Systane drops multiple times during the day, woke up with very little pain so that’s a good thing. I’m still blurry and it’s frustrating because I was so clear the day … Continue reading →

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The eye saga – part two

Posted on August 1, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Apparently I have extremely dry eyes. Well, I knew that, but not the extent. I woke up this morning barely able to open my eyes, in pain and not able to tolerate light. I used the drops, which helped a … Continue reading →

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Eyes are strange things

Posted on July 31, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

On Monday I had my first cataract surgery. (I have two eyes, so there’s another surgery coming up.) Apparently no one thought to tell me how unbalanced I would be after one eye got fixed and the other is still … Continue reading →

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Just when you think you’re doing okay

Posted on July 11, 2026 by suziecreamcheese

Reality bites you in the butt. Or in the back, in my case. After two days of chest muscle spasms and a pain in my back that wouldn’t quit, I gave in, called my neighbor at 10:30 last night, and … Continue reading →

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