Category Archives: my life

When tears to laughterM

Posted on May 21, 2014 by suziecreamcheese

and memories make you smile more than cry, healing has finally begun. It’s been 16 years since my Poppa died.    For a long time, I couldn’t look at an M&M, couldn’t hear certain songs, couldn’t watch a Mets game. … Continue reading →

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Being a student, once again

Posted on February 9, 2014 by suziecreamcheese

It’s been a few years since grad school.   I had forgotten how stressful it is to be a student.   Holy cow! I’m taking a class online to learn to teach online.   It’s interesting, and I’m learning a … Continue reading →

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Incapacitated

Posted on January 10, 2014 by suziecreamcheese

I am not accustomed to sitting around and doing nothing.  I love my days off, I love to sit on my swing and read and watch the trees and the critters, I love to zone in front of the tv … Continue reading →

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T’is the season of dread

Posted on October 11, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

To everyone else it may be Fall.   It may be wonderful times of cool days and cold nights, falling leaves and anticipation of snow days, holidays, family time.   For me, it’s cold and achy bones.   It’s anticipation … Continue reading →

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Memories and melancholy

Posted on October 1, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

It’s been almost 11 years since my mother died.    There are parts of that night that I don’t remember.   I remember waking up to pee, and the phone ringing.   We didn’t have a phone upstairs so I … Continue reading →

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Anger

Posted on September 24, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I’ve been thinking about anger a lot the past couple of weeks. There are many quotes about anger – Anger is an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which … Continue reading →

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Flaring and swearing

Posted on August 30, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I’ve heard it said over and over, hate steals energy, anger steals energy,  Here’s some energy for you, assholes I am so tired of hurting.  I hate this fucking affliction.   I thought it was over, I thought it was … Continue reading →

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Letting go of hurts

Posted on July 14, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

About 6 weeks ago, I was accused of being a bully. The funny part of the whole stupid story is that the person who accused me then made it impossible for me to defend myself against her allegations – allegations … Continue reading →

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Cold, damp, ouch

Posted on July 12, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

The good thing about it raining all day is that I don’t have to water the garden. The bad thing is that the damp is making my bones ache – chondritis is not my friend. Chondritis isn’t anyone’s friend! Got … Continue reading →

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I knew it wasn’t cancer :)

Posted on July 11, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Well, my heart knew it, but my brain went all kinds of places.   Max has this sort of weird thing on his chest – a black round thing – and it frankly scared the crap out of me. Too … Continue reading →

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