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Bully for me

Posted on August 12, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Back in May, a “friend” accused me of being a bully.   She did this in a public forum, then locked me out – effectively cutting off any chance of me defending myself.   For the record, I did NOT … Continue reading →

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I can do this

Posted on August 7, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I am strong enough My heart is in pieces but I can do this Daisy – the essence of love – is failing And her mom wants her to go home at a place of peace, and joy, and love. … Continue reading →

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Rainy days and gloomies

Posted on August 6, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

This is the kind of day that makes me melancholy.   Rainy, cold, dark.  There is little joy in this day.  I’m reminded of all the sadness that my friends are experiencing right now, all the little hurts and big … Continue reading →

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And then came Daisy

Posted on August 6, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

One day I wandered into a special section of the Golden Retriever forum.   It’s call “Fur Dawgees onlee” and it’s just a wonderful, loving, joyful, fun place on a forum that is sometimes a bit stuffy and has some … Continue reading →

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and out of nowhere

Posted on July 17, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

a chondritis flare Evil.  Pure evil.   It lets you think you’re finally over it, finally cured, and then bam, the axe to the heart.   I’m trying not to be depressed and upset, that just makes it worse.    It’s … Continue reading →

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Letting go of hurts

Posted on July 14, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

About 6 weeks ago, I was accused of being a bully. The funny part of the whole stupid story is that the person who accused me then made it impossible for me to defend myself against her allegations – allegations … Continue reading →

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Cold, damp, ouch

Posted on July 12, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

The good thing about it raining all day is that I don’t have to water the garden. The bad thing is that the damp is making my bones ache – chondritis is not my friend. Chondritis isn’t anyone’s friend! Got … Continue reading →

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I knew it wasn’t cancer :)

Posted on July 11, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Well, my heart knew it, but my brain went all kinds of places.   Max has this sort of weird thing on his chest – a black round thing – and it frankly scared the crap out of me. Too … Continue reading →

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Monday thoughts on Wednesday

Posted on July 11, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Except it’s now Thursday I feel like a toad I’ve been trying to eat right and I’m stuck on this stupid number and can’t get the scale to move down. I was terribly frustrated with Max today. I shouldn’t be, … Continue reading →

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well

Posted on July 8, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

A post started – and an accidental deletion Sigh I’m tired.  I finished the quilt tonight.  It felt like the end – of a big project, and of a friendship.  I’m sad.   I miss the days of calling each … Continue reading →

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