Author Archives: suziecreamcheese

What I didn’t post today

Posted on November 1, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I didn’t post on facebook: Thank you for your thinly veiled comments that were obviously meant for my benefit When you borrow money from me because you can’t afford to put oil in the tank to heat your home and … Continue reading →

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and here we go again

Posted on October 21, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Facebook It strikes again The whole “friend” thing is such a weapon If someone sends me a friend request, I feel obligated to accept That doesn’t mean for one second that I really consider that person a friend It means … Continue reading →

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It’s Wednesday, and I feel a rant coming on

Posted on October 16, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I hate this weather, and I’m tired of hearing myself say that. I’m trying to be positive, but what I’m really positive about is that I hate this weather, and I hate that there’s worse to come.   I feel … Continue reading →

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T’is the season of dread

Posted on October 11, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

To everyone else it may be Fall.   It may be wonderful times of cool days and cold nights, falling leaves and anticipation of snow days, holidays, family time.   For me, it’s cold and achy bones.   It’s anticipation … Continue reading →

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Memories and melancholy

Posted on October 1, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

It’s been almost 11 years since my mother died.    There are parts of that night that I don’t remember.   I remember waking up to pee, and the phone ringing.   We didn’t have a phone upstairs so I … Continue reading →

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Anger

Posted on September 24, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I’ve been thinking about anger a lot the past couple of weeks. There are many quotes about anger – Anger is an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which … Continue reading →

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Stuck

Posted on September 2, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I would like the words to flow from the pen.   I can see the pen floating across the paper, making wonderful, beautiful, marks, flowing letters, scrolling across the page effortlessly, forming words and symbols, music and art.   The … Continue reading →

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Flaring and swearing

Posted on August 30, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

I’ve heard it said over and over, hate steals energy, anger steals energy,  Here’s some energy for you, assholes I am so tired of hurting.  I hate this fucking affliction.   I thought it was over, I thought it was … Continue reading →

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Sadness and random thoughts

Posted on August 13, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

That diet is not working, dear.   You look fat as hell, fatter than before.   And the empire look to emphasize the barely visible baby bump makes you look frumpy wouldn’t look me in the eye – yeah, but … Continue reading →

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Bully for me

Posted on August 12, 2013 by suziecreamcheese

Back in May, a “friend” accused me of being a bully.   She did this in a public forum, then locked me out – effectively cutting off any chance of me defending myself.   For the record, I did NOT … Continue reading →

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