Category Archives: my life

and so it begins

Posted on February 27, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

a road I never wanted to walk a path that’s so unfair a dog that’s so very loved, who has given so much joy, brought so much peace and healing cannot be healed we can only help him live the … Continue reading →

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Frankly, terrified

Posted on February 26, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

Still no biopsy results.   All the signs and signals are screaming at me that it’s going to be fine, that it’s benign, that he’s fine, he’ll be fine, he’ll recover from the surgery and all will be well. He’s so … Continue reading →

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Update

Posted on February 20, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

He had surgery this morning to remove his spleen.   The tumor seems to have been only located there and had not spread any further.   Now we wait for biopsy results. He came through the surgery well.   He’s doing okay, but … Continue reading →

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worry doesn’t solve anything

Posted on February 19, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

Max isn’t feeling well.   Yesterday morning he wouldn’t eat.   He turned his head away from food, and that’s not normal.   Nothing tempted him.   He went out to pee and just wanted to lay in the leaves.   That’s not normal, either.  … Continue reading →

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I’ll admit it

Posted on February 17, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

I hate Hawkeye Pierce.  I hate his self-righteous, annoying pronouncements.  I hate his laugh.   I hate everything about him.   I hate BJ Honeycutt, too.    I wish he’d take his crying ass back to his stupid wife and kid and … Continue reading →

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Oh Chondritis

Posted on February 3, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

why do you torment me so? Rib jabs  – a stab of pain, just a moment, sudden, quick, gone, but enough to take my breath for a second.  I had almost forgotten about you.   I’m never stupid enough to think … Continue reading →

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The Christmas Tree that almost wasn’t

Posted on January 4, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

It started in November.   I asked the kids what they wanted for Christmas and was told, “just give us money.”   “No gifts?”  I asked.   “No, just money.”   “A gift card?”  “NO, just MONEY!” It made me sad.  Then it made … Continue reading →

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Many things

Posted on December 9, 2017 by suziecreamcheese

A couple of years ago, I was accused of being a bully.   The person who made the accusation did not confront me, or talk to me, or contact me.   She cut off all contact and blocked me from any means … Continue reading →

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When you’re just tired

Posted on October 16, 2017 by suziecreamcheese

I can’t seem to do a bloody thing right today.    It’s probably just due to exhaustion – I was up half the night with Max, who has developed a touch of arthritis in his hips and was in a … Continue reading →

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when you’re just too tired to cast a spell

Posted on July 9, 2017 by suziecreamcheese

I was gonna devote tonight to study and some candle work but I’m just too tired My day: Get up, run errands, get ready for book group. Go to book group, drive around aimlessly for 15 minutes hoping a parking … Continue reading →

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