The motif of 2020 seems to be fear.

I’ve never been afraid of much in my life – aside from spiders and mitered corners and snow, I’m pretty fearless

Throw some virus at me, go ahead, I won’t stay home and I won’t be afraid.

Throw killer hornets at me, nope, not buyin it.

Throw firebombs at buildings and destroy stuff that belongs to people who never did a thing wrong and threaten to kill people just because they’re breathing – yeah, that scares me.

I don’t want to hear excuses. I don’t want to hear that people are angry. Anger feeds anger. I don’t want to be part of it.

I would like to buy an island and go live with my Bear, my dog and my books and yarn.

When the world wakes up and common sense once again prevails, come find me. I’m going to be enjoying life and not worrying about microaggressions and whether I should look at someone – might be offensive if I do, but then again, might be offensive if I don’t but if I stare at my toes am I showing fear or am I dismissing the person or am I somehow breathing wrong and maybe I smell offensive to them, or dear Goddess maybe my teeth aren’t perfect so they’ll come and kick my door in and set my house on fire.

Don’t tell me this is how people feel all the time who aren’t like me. They never got that treatment from me. But they probably will now because they’ve finally managed to scare me. I’m pretty sure that isn’t the result that most people with any common sense, which isn’t terribly common these days, would want. I’m also pretty sure it’s exactly how my friends feel.

I’m watching people I’ve known for years, who have been friends with each for years, fighting on Facebook, and suddenly unfriending each other.

Are we being manipulated? I wonder.

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6 Responses to Fear

  1. ekurie says:

    I believe we are. Divide and conquer. I also believe the evil plot will fail.

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  2. I wonder about so much these days.
    I join you in praying.


  3. Preach on! The only thing that keeps me from buying in to the conspiracy mind set is that I have so low an opinion of my fellow man that I think they are simply incapable of such sustained, high level planning. The old George Carlin line about how mediocre the “average” person is and half of the people being worse than that.

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    • I’m hearing things from people I would never have considered in any way, shape, or form, to be conspiracy nuts, that are making me go, “what? “who are you? And swear to the Goddess, if the number of cases of this virus don’t spike in the next two weeks, somebody has some splainin to do!


  4. carlos SP says:

    Causing and using FEAR is one of the goals of this global pandemic to keep people away from each other, and to justify restrictive measures. And this has nothing to do with public health.
    This is the strategy for the New World Order.

    Pres. Trump and Wife revere the statue of Pope John Paul, in a symbolic gesture of alignment of the agendas: Vatican and USA.

    “Stimulate the action of Antifa groups” to justify the imposition of the State and the law.

    ECUMENISM is a POLICY of the Catholic Church to converge and CENTRALIZE the spiritual domain in Rome (Lucifer’s headquarters).
    “. appeal to the unity of all peoples contained in the Gospel message.
    . movement in favor of uniting all Christian churches.” Google
    (Understand ANY and ALL faith, church, and religion, including paganism.)

    “Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there comes a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;
    Who opposes and exalts himself above all that is called God, or that is worshiped; so that he as God sits in the temple of God, showing himself that he is God. ”
    2 Thessalonians 2:3,4


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