Monthly Archives: April 2018

He’s home

Posted on April 28, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

We picked up Max’s ashes this morning.   I expected to fall completely apart – that happens on a regular basis these days.    Strangely,  I didn’t.   I cried in the car, as Bear held the bag with the two boxes … Continue reading →

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One week

Posted on April 24, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

And my heart is still in pieces. One week has passed and it hurts more now than it did the night you left.    I look for your sweet face, I sniff the air trying to catch your scent, I … Continue reading →

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without you

Posted on April 19, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

You made me whole Bear took the broken pieces of my heart and held them tight till they were healed.   He put me back together when all the world seemed determined to break me apart and keep me broken. For … Continue reading →

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The Rainbow Bridge

Posted on April 16, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

There’s a new angel tonight at the Bridge Run free, my sweet boy. Find your friends and play bitey face And let me know you’re okay now I will love you forever

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Worry, tears, and still praying

Posted on April 14, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

I fear the end is near.    My Max, my precious angel, is not acting at all like himself.   He’s restless, and panting, and even after a pain pill, he just won’t settle.   He has little interest in food, except … Continue reading →

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Trying to believe in miracles

Posted on April 12, 2018 by suziecreamcheese

Yesterday, Max was feeling the effects of chemo.    He was tired, no appetite, little joy.   This morning, it seemed the same.   And then I mentioned a walk, and a ride, and suddenly his breakfast seemed marvelous and necessary and … Continue reading →

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