We’ve done our last therapy event.  I’ve said it before, but this time I mean it.

We went to an event today and spent almost two hours trying to get Max to settle down, relax, just stop for 5 minutes.   We walked laps around the field, we stopped for 2 minutes and back to laps.  I think I sat for a total of 15 minutes.  I know it’s hot, I know it was noisy, I know he was stressed.  I know it’s not his fault, but I can’t put me through this any more.   I cried half the way home.   He just won’t settle down.   It’s not fun any more.   

And if it’s not fun, it’s not worth doing.