Well, I thought I had the anxiety under control, the few times it’s snowed I’ve been fine. I went out in it – went to the store – no problems. I was a little shaky when I slid on the driveway, but it was okay. I thought maybe I was over it.
I was wrong. They’ve been hyping a storm since last week, and the closer it gets, the more the hype. I’m tired, it’s been a long day, and too much to get done. So I’m stressed out and missing the Bear and wishing he was home. Max does the in/out routine only with me, and it adds to my stress. And I want my laptop. I was so sure this guy would be able to fix it, but it doesn’t seem like he listened to me when I told him what it was doing. I’m not real happy about that, or about the new one probably being delivered when the snow is falling. I don’t know what UPS does if they can’t make it up your driveway. Maybe it won’t come till Thursday. I can hope.
So I had a meltdown. But I’m better. And by Thursday night this will all be a memory. I’m just pissed at myself, and the news media.